LETTER FROM THE FIELD: Reflections on Direct Experience
Fred:
Our meeting this Thursday will the 3rd in the row.
Our meeting this Thursday will the 3rd in the row.
I’m going to be away for the month of February, and request that we set our next meeting for the 10th March onward, if that works for you, AFTER we meet this Thursday night.
I appreciate the ongoing guidance, more and more.
This last weekend, for the very first time, I had what I would understand to be a DIRECT experience of ALLness. Somehow very low key, and yet not – but if someone had told me my eyes were black, and a great NOTHINGNESS was looking through them – that would have felt about right.
I fully understood Eckhart’s reference to NOW, in that instance.
My ego is so present, though, its trying to rule the roost – it literally gives me a headache, but I know that this too shall pass, as time in grade puts me in lightning’s way and “I” is more clearly seen through. I keep pointing to the place before thought and insisting that that’s real, and nothing else is. Something in me is starting to catch up.
From the get go, its been useful to know this is about SEEING, not DOING. And it has been, at every step. The shift of a paradigm from outside in to inside out. The connection to the “I” thoughts have been the next step to help me see even more clearly. And so it goes. Each insight has provided that sureness of what I AM vs the JuleeNess that lurks.
Life is magical and is unfolding beautifully. I have no idea what’s in store, but time spent in NOW makes the journey so far, so worth it.
Regards,
Julee
Julee
See you Thursday at 3pm US time.
February 14, 2016 @ 12:11 pm
Yes, not about ” doing”….thank you for sharing this.