Conscious Awakeness Reveal Itself to Itself During Satsang 01.30.22

Hey Fred!

I raised my hand today in satsang but there was no question, just wanted to share a funny experience from satsang today.

It´s just too confusing to try languaging this the right way, so I will not try.

A few days ago there was a collapse of the distinction of inside and outside.

There was a recognition of it in the moment, but my reaction was just something like that is very interesting and cool.

Today during satsang the penny dropped.

I was watching, or there was a watching of the wall, wondering where all of this is, or is coming from. Or even what it is in the absens of me.

When suddenly I heard your voice answering someone’s question and there was the realisation that it was coming from inside me!

It is all in here. And realising that this experience already happened a few days ago was so silly. I just could not believe I missed it!

It had me laughing for at least 30 minutes.

I was staring myself right in the face without knowing it.

Thanks so much for this teaching, it is just the greatest experience.

This is all completly insane, but in the best kind of way.

It seems that I “cannot not” go to satsang so I will just keep going.

Much love

Torkel